Saturday, January 28, 2006 x 11:32:00 PM

Today, after what it feels like an eternity, I went for my Perkumpulan Seni training after a month’s hiatus.

I met up with a darling sister of mine… only to spend our late lunch in tears. She was soaked and I was shedding it inside…

I never knew how selfish we humans are. But really… I am surprise at how bitter one can be. And with that I post the question to myself...

Am I going to be like ‘her’?

No. I know I am strong.

Will everything be fine when I ‘decorate’ my body with slashes?
Will the whole world cry for me when I exclaim ‘I hate you for making me this way’?

No.

We live each day not for anyone else but our own.

Why hope when there isn’t any?
Why reminisce when there aren’t any memories to begin with?

You poor girl… Why cheat in the first place?

Quit doing this to her… She doesn’t deserve you.

Now…

I ask all of you reading this…

“Would you fancy a life… living each day in constant fear?”

I know I don’t.

Stop.