Monday, June 19, 2006 x 12:08:00 PM

I needed to blog. Urgently. Wanted to get some latent uneasiness of the heart out.

I don’t wish to update much and I refuse to inform regarding everything that has happened to me for the past few months. The lesser I tell, the better.

Less than 2 months I worked on this piece. I do not expect to be the best. And hell I do not wish to be the worst. I believe I was taught the essentials on how to choreograph but I don’t think being an award wining choreographer came with the package.

I tried. I did. I believe I worked harder than my senior compatriots. They do not need to put in extra effort. Everything, by now, would have come naturally for them.

Not for me… Countless days of no-sleep just to think of formation and ways to make this dance lain pada yang lain.

Never did like traditional. But I took the challenge… And Im glad I did. At least now I know where I stand…

The girls…

They did relatively well. They are strong… sadly if they could try to put aside individualistic intentions and put more consideration as a group… they wouldn’t have been judged as individuals.

But they did their best. And I was in tears at the end of it.

Maybe it is my choreography… that pulled them down…

But I don’t deny they were beautiful on that day.

Persada Juara Tari 2006… An Eye Opener For Amin.

I hope it was for Wawa, Indah, Asyaqinah, Lina, Diyanah, Hani, Caca and Sharifah.

A wake up sign that we have a long way to go. :)


I… have a long way to go…

Rindu Kesiangan

Dara...marilah keluar bersama...
kita berselimutkan cahaya bulan malam?
berselindungkan bintang....
awan mendung kegelapan...

shhhh....jangan katakan kepada sesiapa...
simpanlah sahaja diantara kita...
antara awak dan saya...

shhh...antara kita berdua..
rindukan kesiangan cahaya..
usik mengusik...gurau bergurau...

shhh...simpan sahaja di antara awak dan saya...
janji sahabat manja bersama..."

Khas ditulis oleh Kikir Putra…


I thank the choreographers that called and comforted me after everything…

- Faizul
- Rizal Along
- Sudirman
- Abg Fatturahman
- Abg Kamel
- Abg Ramlan
- Kak Mas
- Yazid
- Rizal

At least I am happy to know that you care. Budak baru ni ada banyak lagi harus dipelajari.

Kak Linda… ur sms was the only one that got my spirits up… Unbiased and ever so sincere. I thank you for what you’ve advised me. Akan Amin selalu mengingatinya.

Take a look at the beauties…
My first costume design. :)




Credits to Bibik Aty for producing the baju.
Salai Tuna for the hardwork on the hair
Zsudeir for hair accessories
Ajitwarna for make-up
Caca Hamoe for allowing to use her make-up
The girls for spraying the lampu gold.
Along, Alang, Acik, Achu for support.
Kikir Putra for being special and for the synopsis.


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